x/scarlet/x\cracks\x (rustyblade) wrote,

into the void

I do not deal well with stress, and right now I feel like i could explode
I thought I'd been down enough to never relapse, right now I can feel myself slipping
I was that goth that burned out all his anger and turned trippy laid back hippy
It feels like the downward spiral is sucking me back in.
Too much pressure!
Not enough release!
I Must resist
This is comfortable like it used to be
I think I need re access what I'm doing, instead of downing in a sea of liquor
but it just feels like time to time to turn on, tune in and drop out!
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